If it were not for hope, the heart would break.

I have no idea where my life is heading.. I have no clue where this is going.

And much as it bothers me, I have nothing to do but to go with it.

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I love the time of the year where the skies of my blog snow.

In a way, I am close to the furthest thing from me.

In another, it ironically spreads warmth in my heart.


December, I love you!

But this is how it felt…



They all start with a smile.

They also mean that something else has just ended.

They push you to believe that when things are bad, you can change them. You do not have to. You will because you can.

Beginnings are as scary as endings, because in a very twisted world… guess what?
They are the same, it just depends on how you view where you stand.

Time plays tricks on you. You can hardly define if it’s an end or a beginning. Do not be scared.

Because the very same moment that you cannot define is the exact one that will define you forever.




I never knew tears of joy and fear could slide down my cheeks and I wouldn’t be able to tell the difference.

I never knew these two opposite feelings; joy and fear, could exist at the very same moment.

I never knew a heart could experience ultimate joy and unmatchable fear and yet beat for life.

And I never knew my face can wear a joyful smile and a fearful frown and yet hope glints from my eyes.

And I don’t know how anyone can ever ask of me to let go of the thing that makes me feel this way. I don’t know and I can’t comprehend.

It’s so indescribable. It’s the closest to living my life twice, through the same body and the same soul.

I won’t let go.

I can’t.

I promise.

It wasn’t walking out, it was stepping aside for the possibility of what’s better.

Now all we do is pray.

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Today I successfully managed to skip November.

I did not come here.

I fought the fatal urge to at least check for visitors and comments.

I did not write a word.

Today, I welcome my favourite month of the year.

December, please be good to me :)