An advice to you son, before you take her heart off her chest- make sure she comes first, today, tomorrow and for the rest of your life. She should be your first. Your first thought in the morning, the first one to walk into your dreams at night and the first to look for when you’re drained. She matters. In fact, 2 years away from your mother now and she’s still all that matters by the end of the day. If i die on field, it’s for her. She’s my very first.